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Ok so its time to update this thing. So lets start with...

Schoo: Hard ass! nothing has ever been this hard in my life, hahaha. Im working hard, but I am learning alot. How Il use what Im learning I will never know. I do know that showchoir is really getting on my nerves and so I concert choir. I hate those classes. SHould I be hating showchoir??? I use to lvoe it soo much, I dont know its really really really fucking annoying. I have what I think are bad grades, but I still have like a 4.0 Gpa so thats good.

Work: Recently I have been putting in alot of hours to try and get caught up on shit, but thats ok. Work not as much fun as it use to be, o well . I think I got a raise though, I should see friday how much.

Natalie: I dont know what to fucking think. All I know is I was told again by a person that Im not boyfriend material. Seems to always be a popular opinion. Wasnt natalie, but it really sucked hearing it from who I did.

O well work calls, IM out

so 2/3 of my weekend rocked ass!!! Friday night: Drove to lincoln with steph and Jew. It is a great feeling driving 80 and knowning that no cop will pull you over cuz the speed limit is 75!!! hahah get down to licoln and chill for awhile. Watch the Game Links got their asses whooped!!!! 49-0 haha then the cop was pissing us off so we stormed the feild just to piss him off!!! that was awsome got yelled at a lil bit, but thats ok.

Saturday: went to Natalies horse show. SHe did pretty well. THere was one run she wants too happy with, but thats ok. Shes smoking everyone in her division. She has like 120 points and the person in second place has 20 so theres no way she can lose. theres only like 20 more points to be gotten. thats was cool ate dinner over at their place. Ben makes awsoem steak.

Sunday: Worked: 6am-8pm Sometime I wish i wasnt allowed to do that. O well.

Test tomorow gatta get sleep.

Once again after a long period of time it is time to redo this thing. Its been about a month and its over due. so..

School, The work is hard....harder than I could ever imagine and the commitment is even tougher. Im tired all the time running one adrenaline all the time.....I need a nap, a long nap. I wish I could sleep for 3 days and never wake up. We all know how that goes. Im only putting in about 25-30 hours a week a Gristansti's. It;s not as many as I would like, but its doing alright. I wish I could afford to have more fun Like i did this summer, O WELL. I almost got my stereo stolen for the 2nd time. Thankfully my dad heard hm and scared him away. I am far too poor to buy another stereo. Showchoir in my opinion is going great. I have noticed a huge change in everyone. We are getting to the point were even now I can have fun. Something I really dont do to much. I think things are going to turn out ok this year. I still havent decided what Im doing down the road. (diffrent subject) but yea. Alot of work has been going in from everyone. I am really proud. I think everyone is really stepping it up alot more then they did in previous rehearshals. We are about to start on singing stuff which is AWSOME I enjoy singing so much more this year, I dont know why. Has far as Natalie thing are concerned. FOr the first time I dont know what to think. I just dont get it. IM so lost. I dont know anything.Its stlightly aggrivating...I dont know maybe things will turn out. Im ganna go the sleep is getting to me, goodnight.